I can't remember the last time I saw anyone's face so clearly,
Like the light that dances over the water with the reflection of the moon,
I can see you sparkle across the ocean,
My heart telling me that somewhere out there you're waiting for me,
Every inch in me telling me that even though the what I see in the mirror is a lie I can't help but be discouraged,
My very soul sounding off like a heavenly siren, So deadly, So beautiful.

I stand before myself, staring like I'm a foreign creature,
No matter what words people speak it never seems to take away the pain,
No matter how much I try to replace you it never works,
You in my thoughts, my dreams, you haunt me like a murder,
Your face always in my mind and how much I wish you hadn't run away,
How much I wish I could see you one last time.

I remember all the time we had, from the brief ones to the ones that made my heart throb,
You picked me up in the air, a playful moment that turned into a gaze that scared us both but you were the only one that ran,
So bent on what you thought was right, that maybe we were better off friends or maybe you were just scared of what could have been,
I'll never understand how they could walk of my life but linger with me.

I know I'm not the same as I was then and what I see now makes my chest ache,
How much you've changed and the habits you've picked up,
Makes me sad enough to want to find out where you live and bang on your door,
Just to try to make you understand how much I care, to wonder if you meant what you said,
That you just wanted to be friends, to try to deny the look you gave me with every glance,
I know better and I hate myself for never acting and now here I sit,
Seeing only perfection in you that no one can fill,
I guess this is how it is.

Time isn't healing these wounds,
Trying to paint over the mark you made on me,
The paint constantly chipping as I see your face,
Every time I hear your name, every time I think about me it kills me a little more inside,
I don't know if we will ever be together and I don't know if I'll ever see you again,
But God knows I want to,
He knows how I feel and I wonder if you do too,
I wonder if you still feel anything or if you've moved on,
I wonder but I guess I'll just keep on wondering,
Yea,
Keep on wondering.